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ACAB includes the cops in your head.

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ACAB includes the cops in your head.

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Inside Out 2 this evening? Yes.

Finding connections to go read up on memory and neuroscience at the same time? Also yes.

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Inside Out 2 this evening? Yes.

Finding connections to go read up on memory and neuroscience at the same time? Also yes.

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@Anathema Curious how you like it. I probably tired it before, but ended up going with Mela for the same, though admittedly haven’t used it much recently.

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@Anathema Curious how you like it. I probably tired it before, but ended up going with Mela for the same, though admittedly haven’t used it much recently.

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Reviewing everything in my autism folder felt I should share.

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Reviewing everything in my autism folder felt I should share.

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Line art of a mandala scribbled over haphazardly in red-orange crayon. Text above reads: “I have started coloring to manage my stress and anxiety.”

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@tully @jepyang @inherentlee I listened to it after lee recommend it a couple months ago and probably the best book I’ve read in 2024 in terms of personal growth. Started Unlearning Shame last week as well. Just throwing in my recommendation as well!

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@tully @jepyang @inherentlee I listened to it after lee recommend it a couple months ago and probably the best book I’ve read in 2024 in terms of personal growth. Started Unlearning Shame last week as well. Just throwing in my recommendation as well!

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Learning my hair is naturally curly is kinda exciting tbh

#FatBodiesAreBeautiful #TransBodiesAreBeautiful

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Learning my hair is naturally curly is kinda exciting tbh

#FatBodiesAreBeautiful #TransBodiesAreBeautiful

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Portrait of a fat white femme with shorty, curly purple hair with shaved sides. She is wearing a black sleeveless top, dangly earrings, two amethyst pendant necklaces, and lavender cat-eye glasses. Finishing the look is blue eyeshadow and plum lipstick on a slight closed-lip smile

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same person as the previous image, this time from a wider angle showing her top and the a bit of the grey maxi skirt she is wearing.

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Sometimes one needs strawberry tea in a strawberry loose leaf infuser

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Sometimes one needs strawberry tea in a strawberry loose leaf infuser

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A clear cup of water with a strawberry loose leaf tea holder in it, brewing, on a wood table. Behind is a small pumpkin.

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We have a recurring dream, usually a day dream (but had it last night as well): a girl in a yellow sundress runs through wildflowers and uncut grass on a clear summer day, with a few wisps of cloud.

She hums to herself and skips through the meadow, picking flowers and handfuls of grass as she goes, tossing it above her like green confetti and petals raining down.

We’ve considered if this is a childhood memory, perhaps retconned for gender expression, but while the dream is visually detailed and comes often, it is short, has with no addition context, and repeats ad infinitum.

“Retconning for gender expression” has big a part of trauma recovery for us, especially in therapy. We’re able to make much more sense of our life when we visualize experiences as happening to the little girl we always were and are getting to know, instead of the boy we lived life as.

Perhaps “both” is most correct, when controlling for gender, but processing through “girl” is what’s important right now.

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We have a recurring dream, usually a day dream (but had it last night as well): a girl in a yellow sundress runs through wildflowers and uncut grass on a clear summer day, with a few wisps of cloud.

She hums to herself and skips through the meadow, picking flowers and handfuls of grass as she goes, tossing it above her like green confetti and petals raining down.

We’ve considered if this is a childhood memory, perhaps retconned for gender expression, but while the dream is visually detailed and comes often, it is short, has with no addition context, and repeats ad infinitum.

“Retconning for gender expression” has big a part of trauma recovery for us, especially in therapy. We’re able to make much more sense of our life when we visualize experiences as happening to the little girl we always were and are getting to know, instead of the boy we lived life as.

Perhaps “both” is most correct, when controlling for gender, but processing through “girl” is what’s important right now.

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sometimes the only valid response to some shit in your head is “what the actual fuck?”

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sometimes the only valid response to some shit in your head is “what the actual fuck?”

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did Wade make us cry during the crying game? yes.

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did Wade make us cry during the crying game? yes.

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next up: Elemental (2023)

we like the kid’s name!

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next up: Elemental (2023)

we like the kid’s name!

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robot girl listens to song called “I Am Not a Robot,” is amused with self

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robot girl listens to song called “I Am Not a Robot,” is amused with self

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at least we have Ethyl and Glimmer keeping us company tonight 😊

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at least we have Ethyl and Glimmer keeping us company tonight 😊

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two squishmallow plushies on a beige couch. the larger one is a purple caticorn with soft textured stomach and the smaller one is a bat with shimmery ears, wings, and stomach

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every time we type “trying” we hear Yoda give a big sigh

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every time we type “trying” we hear Yoda give a big sigh

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girl, same

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girl, same

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Pixar’s Inside Out paused on a scene where Sadness is on the floor saying “Crying helps me slow down and obsess over the weight of life’s problems.”

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evening plans: dinner and Inside Out, which we’ve never seen

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evening plans: dinner and Inside Out, which we’ve never seen

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sometimes we go outside and remember most people aren’t queer

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sometimes we go outside and remember most people aren’t queer

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they really need to stop putting my deadname in songs we like

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they really need to stop putting my deadname in songs we like

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@Bikil we can get through this!

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@Bikil we can get through this!

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touch-starved weirdo pretends to have her shit together, listens to fantasy ambient soundscapes, and cuddles a squishmallow bat and caticorn on the couch while feeling every possible emotion at the same time

ah, just another sunday

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touch-starved weirdo pretends to have her shit together, listens to fantasy ambient soundscapes, and cuddles a squishmallow bat and caticorn on the couch while feeling every possible emotion at the same time

ah, just another sunday